ME, MYSELF, AND I

Hello, my name is Jenifer Hartanto. My friends usually call me Jeni but some of them calls me JH (it is my nickname when I was in elementary). I am 15 years old but they say I look like 10 years old because of my height. It is not a problem for me, it makes me feel like “forever young(?)”. Some of them treat me like a kid and every kid get a special attention, I feel loved and blessed LOL.

Actually I don't like to talk about my personal life too much because privacy is one of the most important things that I have to keep. So, I feel a bit uncomfortable when people ask me a lot about something that is not related to them. But I feel enjoy when they ask me about some interesting topics. I love to discuss something with the right one. I want to build good relations with everyone.

Now I’m a grade 10 student and I can’t believe that I've grown up so fast because I don’t see any differences on my physical appearance since i was 10 years old. But I hope I can be more mature on thinking and learning. And I’m sure SMA Santa Maria is a right choice to prepare myself for my future. I will work harder and be more serious in my education.
 
Physically,  I am fat, I am short, I have a round face, a round body, small hands and toes. It seems weird, right ? But, I enjoy my life. My mom said if I keep compare myself with those pretty girls, I won't feel confident. So, I just do whatever I want as much as I can.

I  am not really good on dealing with people. I mean, some people think that I am weird and such a cold person. But, I can’t deny it. It is totally true. I hope they will understand that I’ve done my best to fix my lacked personality. But, it is kinda hard. I think it will take a long time.

I always worry about my future. But my first priority is my family. They are my responsibility, and I love them so much. They always support me and stand behind my back. I hope I can do something for them.

So, this is me. And I feel blessed and happy to born as me. <3